January 2011
1 post
Why does it feel like whenever something happens, its always my fault, or I’m the one to blame?.. I always end up apologising and having to explain my actions. EVEN THOUGH I still think I was in the right. Yes, there is a slight chance I was wrong (doubt..lol) or maybe I’m just shit at convincing the other person that they were wrong.. But at the end of the day it IS always me that...
December 2010
1 post
Its nice when someone (friend or family) says they love you out of the blue.
November 2010
11 posts
I am a front. However well you think you know me, you don’t. I act because I can. =)
“Be true to yourself”- what if you are true to yourself, but hide certain bits to others? I mean, like.. Only you know you, and only I know me 100% right?! And you always change slightly when with certain people. Therefore.. I do not know what I am concluding..lol.. So consider this post void. Thank you and goodbye :)
Sometimes I feel like I can do no “right”. Simply because when I do “right” its not acknowledged, and when I do “wrong” its blown out of proportion.
Recently reading tweets and fb status’ about peoples “talents” and “doing what they’re best at”.. Sadly, I don’t know wth I’m good at..
Apparently I’m “losing friends”, but none of them have bothered telling me what I’ve done wrong. Guess I’m not a friend worth keeping.
I like the way you know I stick up for you when someone chats shit about you behind your back, yet you have no problem joining in when shit is being said about me.
I also like how you pick up on my “bitchiness”, yet disregard every nice thing I say about someone. Thanks. Thanks for being such a good friend.
I think I’m gna change my fone. I don’t want a bb no more. I also think I’m gna cut off twitter and deactivated fb. I think I need to start again. Rethink.
*sigh*..that is all I can do.. I don’t wna show my sad side to no one.. So I’ll just smile.. No one has to know..
Feels like I’m alone for life. U gave me a taste of what it feels like to be happy in love and took it away.. As long as ur happy, I’ll deal with what I feel. Love u always.
..When you’re drunk..
When you’re drunk, people claim it shows “the real you”.
I don’t think that is true.
I believe, when you’re drunk, it shows an exaggerated side of the emotion your feeling at that moment in time.
So for people to judge a person on how they are when they are drunk, because it shows their “real side” is just as shallow as...
October 2010
1 post
Anyway
People are unreasonable and self centred.
love them anyway
If you do well, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do well anyway
If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway
The good you do today will be forgotten.
Do good anyway
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway
What you spend years building may be...
September 2010
4 posts
Dear God,
I have prayed for so long for something, and it hasn’t been answered. I will continue praying, but whether or not you give it to me is your decision. You know how badly I want it and you know how much I’ve thought and dreamt about it. I don’t understand what I do wrong, or what I’m supposed to do. I just wish I had what others have. Maybe I’m too specific,...
Dear God,
I have prayed for so long for something, and it hasn’t been answered. I will continue praying, but whether or not you give it to me is your decision. You know how badly I want it and you know how much I’ve thought and dreamt about it. I don’t understand what I do wrong, or what I’m supposed to do. I just wish I had what others have. Maybe I’m too specific,...
I want it (ambiguous)
When no one wants you to get what you want, its hard to want it anymore. I need to find one person to tell me to go get it!
Just a lil' summin
I’m kind, until you walk over me. I’m respectful, until you mock me. I’m easy going, until you cause tension.
Be grateful, treat me well, and keep the fun rolling, then there will be no problems between you and I.
August 2010
3 posts
Ilybydlm
July 2010
5 posts
Fallwear..
I know its summer guys, but I have been thinking ahead, for autumn time and looking for clothes..as I usually do. I really should be saving money for my annual November holiday for Rachels birthday; destination NYC baby yeah! *woop woop*. But anyway, shopping for fashion is a necessity. HAHA
A little side story..
My older brother, his girlfriend and her cousin are going to...
..s’all about JV..
I’ve mentioned this guy once before in my blog; Mr. Joseph Vincent. I really like his take on music. After checking my subscriptions on youtube, I click and play his version of Tiao Cruz’s Break your Heart. Needless to say, it was brilliant! His effortless voice sounds amazing. Check Joseph Vincent’s page out guys, and while your at it; SUBSCRIBE!!...
I WANT A BIG PIANO!
Have you ever watched the movie BIG..with Tom Hanks?.. There’s a bit in the movie where he plays a big floor piano. Yea.. I want one! Well.. I did want one.. but then I realised that I can’t play piano.. so I would just make noise.. and secondly.. I live in a terraced house. There is NO WHERE I would be able to place that thing! Anyway guys.. here’s...
June 2010
5 posts
..friend?!..
For those of you who follow me on twitter, (if you don’t..follow me! Lol: waynoooo)..you may have read that I’m having troubles sleeping tonight cos I’m thinking too much! Sounds stupid, but I’m missing a few people..and some; even though I’ve seen recently, the way we were.
..So, what defines a friend?..
short answer: “I don’t...
My Super-Late Birthday Present
So I was taken out yesterday for a surprise. First a meal at Fire & Stone. Yes I chose Cape Town, because PJ, my cousin BREDDDDDEEEDDDD me and got my original choice of Canberra!..
Anyway, after that delightful meal.. I was taken for walkies around Covent Garden, and ended up at the Lyceum Theatre, where they were showing The Lion King!!!!! YES..The Lion King...
it’s been a while..
OK, so here’s the story.. I originally planned to record a 5 part harmony. I did, and I didn’t like it because it was slightly out of sync, and sharp at times. So whilst re-recording, I got bored of the original song, and decided to take a break.
Therefore I sung another song that I wanted to do time ago, and added a few changes..just ‘cos I felt...
..an apology..
I would like to say a quick sorry for the lack of posts in the last few weeks. I have been quite busy with work and planning my recently changed lifestyle, which will not be revealed until results are seen!
Anyway, a little introduction to my main post. As you guys know, Summer (as brief as it is in this country) has arrived, and the sun has welcomed shorts, shades and sandals...
Quick little post
Guys! I haven’t forgotten about my blog, I just had a case of writers-block (happens to the best of us..right?!) Anyway, i should be back on track soon, I got a few things to type up; just need some picture support… and video support for the other one!
…promise I won’t keep you all in suspense for too long!.. so long for now guys! x
May 2010
5 posts
Janelstar: tenthousanddecibels facts →
margeauxlacson:
7 Facts - Tagged by djoyy
A - List 7 habits/quirks/facts
B - Tag 7 people to do the same
C - Don’t tag the person who tagged you, or tag “Whoever wants to do it”
1.) I make noises when I sleep
2.) I like eating grilled cheese sandwiches with honey
3.) I don’t have a favorite color
4.) I…
Sis this is only because I don’t want you to feel unloved pahahahahah 7 Facts -...
What do you do if you give 110% effort, and you still fail?.. The average person would give up, but I continue trying. Its not easy, and yes, at days I feel beaten, battered and bruised..but I’ll keep trying and trying until I get that break, and the support I need.
Film Reviews
..I’m baaaaaaaaackkk!…
So, I have been meaning to update my blog, but have been terribly distracted with my now-not-so-new purchase. A Nintendo DS and Pokemon Soul Silver. LOL. Anyway, since then, I have watched a couple of films; three of which I have never seen before, two of them in the cinema, haha.
The film I want to discuss is Iron Man 2, which stars Robert...
I wish I had more support and encouragement.
“I’ll keep wishing in hope it will come true..*sigh”
April 2010
14 posts
I wanted to sing this song for ages, so I got the instrumental and started singing. It wasn’t the best idea for me to get my brother to record it, because he just makes me laugh. Sorry for not finishing the song! I’ll try to re-record this song properly soon. but here’s the trial one for now.. Enjoy
One Take
I said I would record something.. it was a one take.. nervous at the beginning, got comfortable in the middle, at the end, I got distracted by my brothers, don’t know if you notice.. LOL.. but yea.. I tried to concentrate! I re-recorded, but I had the giggles.. not good!
p.s. I know one of my friends LOVES this song. I hope I didn’t ruin it for you! LOL.x
“I must have done something really bad for karma to bite me this hard.”
My Missions
…to create more videos, and not be ashamed to post them! LOL
Click on the links to view my existing videos..
Just Friends- Musiq Cover End of the Road- Boyz2Men Cover
My other mission is to gain a couple of pounds.. LOL.. this has been on my agenda for a while.. but now I am currently kicking the smoking addiction, I feel hungrier.. lets see if that has an effect!
The...
Tryna kick two addictions. Believe me when I say, I WILL over come them. Hopefully this will lead to a healthier and more importantly a happier lifestyle! c’mon!
why I did it.
First and foremost, I really didn’t want to do it, but as I read on, I realised that it was probably for the best. There is no doubt that you were a really close friend but now it seems like we barely know eachother.
There are endless occurrences when you have disrespected me and have twisted the truth. Admittedly, you are a lot better with words than I am, so you always...
dedicated to you..
Oh ain’t it good to know, that you got a friend,
When people can be so cold
They’ll hurt you
Yes and desert you
They’ll take your soul if you let them
But don’t you let them..
You just call, out my name
And you know, wherever I am
I’ll come running
To see you again
Winter, Spring, Summer or Fall..
All you have to do is call,
And...
stuck
I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve been stuck in a situation, where I’m made to feel what ever I do is wrong. When ever I decide to tweet I’m having a bad day; I’m too emotional/attention seeking..or when I tweet I’m happy; same thing..I can’t be me without being tagged with a negative attribute. I can’t even talk about my situation...
Amazing Talent
The videos I am about to share with you are top dance clips. Although my dancing days are over, I still appreciate good routines. I am quite hard to please when it comes to dance routines, as I have high expectations of imagination, accuracy and execution.
The first video is of two very talented guys. They specialise in robotics and poppin’. Like Umin, a very talented...
FUNNY STORY
Jokes at John Lewis
On Tuesdays, I work my two jobs. After working my first job, 9.30am-4.00pm, I make my way to John Lewis for 3 more hours of work *sigh..
So as I start my 5.00pm-8.10pm shift, I start to help a few customers. Get stuck on the till for a while. Start to fall asleep and then suddenly the tannoy sounds.
Now usually, when the tannoy sounds, it’s usually...
My Favourite Reads
What kind of things do you like reading about?
OK, *sirens* GEEK ALERT… I like reading factual pieces and theories, especially economical books that discuss reasons for monetary downfall. Anything that broadens my knowledge, I have interest in. When ever I pick up a free paper on the way to work, usually the Metro, I always find myself reading the little cosmo fact....
…Some people are just..
TOO PUSSY. Just friggin spill it ffs
thats all for now.
this post was incredibly hard to type as i have been typing on my cousins iphone app for tumblr..in fact i was feeling this a while ago, not so much anymore. Its hard to create posts on iphone!
Precious
For those of you who don’t know, Precious is a film adaptation of a novel called PUSH, written by Sapphire. Precious deals with issues such as illiteracy, weight issues, self-esteem, sexism & incest just to name a few.
In my opinion, the best thing about the film was the mother, “Mary Jones” who was played by Mo’Nique. She manages to create and capture the...