Why does it feel like whenever something happens, its always my fault, or I’m the one to blame?.. I always end up apologising and having to explain my actions. EVEN THOUGH I still think I was in the right. Yes, there is a slight chance I was wrong (doubt..lol) or maybe I’m just shit at convincing the other person that they were wrong.. But at the end of the day it IS always me that apologises..

Its nice when someone (friend or family) says they love you out of the blue.

I am a front. However well you think you know me, you don’t. I act because I can. =)

“Be true to yourself”- what if you are true to yourself, but hide certain bits to others? I mean, like.. Only you know you, and only I know me 100% right?! And you always change slightly when with certain people. Therefore.. I do not know what I am concluding..lol.. So consider this post void. Thank you and goodbye :)

Sometimes I feel like I can do no “right”. Simply because when I do “right” its not acknowledged, and when I do “wrong” its blown out of proportion.

Recently reading tweets and fb status’ about peoples “talents” and “doing what they’re best at”.. Sadly, I don’t know wth I’m good at..

Apparently I’m “losing friends”, but none of them have bothered telling me what I’ve done wrong. Guess I’m not a friend worth keeping.

I like the way you know I stick up for you when someone chats shit about you behind your back, yet you have no problem joining in when shit is being said about me.

I also like how you pick up on my “bitchiness”, yet disregard every nice thing I say about someone. Thanks. Thanks for being such a good friend.

I think I’m gna change my fone. I don’t want a bb no more. I also think I’m gna cut off twitter and deactivated fb. I think I need to start again. Rethink.

*sigh*..that is all I can do.. I don’t wna show my sad side to no one.. So I’ll just smile.. No one has to know..